I think I just permanently infected my room mates brain about minding jokes and songs etc that propogate rape, sexism etc etc. I explained why I dont like any of it now even though I used to love it because I dont ever want to support the meanings and she was like ‘I never actually thought of it like that’. Muahahaha. Mission sucess :)

Why is Pandora loading ads but not my music

Okay tumblr you are letting me down. Why are people liking and reblogging pictures of kids with vulgar and sexually explicit captions? Thats fucking weird and disgusting, stop it.


It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the sound I heard when I was 9 and my father slammed the front door so hard behind him I swear to god it shook the whole house. For the next 3 years I watched my mother break her teeth on vodka bottles. I think she stopped breathing when he left. I think part of her died. I think he took her heart with him when he walked out. Her chest is empty, just a shattered mess or cracked ribs and depression pills.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s all the blood in the sink. It’s the night that I spent 12 hours in the emergency room waiting to see if my sister was going to be okay, after the boy she loved, told her he didn’t love her anymore. It’s the crying, and the fluorescent lights, and white sneakers and pale faces and shaky breaths and blood. So much blood.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the time that I had to stay up for two days straight with my best friend while she cried and shrieked and threw up on my bedroom floor because her boyfriend fucked his ex. I swear to god she still has tear streaks stained onto her cheeks. I think when you love someone, it never really goes away.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the six weeks we had a substitute in English because our teacher was getting divorced and couldn’t handle getting out of bed. When she came back was smiling. But her hands shook so hard when she held her coffee, you could see that something was broken inside. And sometimes when things break, you can’t fix them. Nothing ever goes back to how it was. I got an A in English that year. I think her head was always spinning too hard to read any essays.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s that I do.

It’s not that I don’t love you.  (via extrasad)

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I still need more food. Im a garbage disposal.

I love food so much.

More Easter festivities today. Honestly all this lady cares about is the food.


oh right, THAT episode.


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Ughhhh. Every single fucking day you do something to piss me off.

Im excited to read in my little corner I made today.

Hangin out in the hippie corner

Im cooler than your mom I’ll tell her hi in a minute, take me out your oven and you can call me a biscuit.

I wish I had a time machine.

It was kind of cold this morning